Wondering what is in store for me
Tomorrow never arrives yet it is always today.
Yesterday is now just a memory,
A day I can recreate but not relive.
Moments in my life gone forever.
Not because I wished to forget but because I am unable to remember.
Special moments gone forever
The inability to recall such things is shattering.
Hopes for the future are my current dreams
Silently praying that things will change sooner rather than later.
Wanting a future for my family,
Wanting a better life for them to offer them more possibilities.
Yearning for good health
I am dreading the rest of my life if it continues like this.
Hoping my troubles are not genetic.
Wanting to sing, dance and play like a child once again.