Imagine how you would feel after that landing. We are imagining this so there is no way we will die from this stunt.
Bloody sore and upset i am sure. Tears, head scratching, bewilderment and wandering around not knowing what is going on too i guess.
Well, that’s how i have been feeling for most of this week.
I just can’t seem to function properly. I had an appointment with my psychologist earlier this week and as soon as i walked in her door, she knew. I didn’t have to say anything. She knew i was feeling like shit.
The first thing she said to me was “What’s wrong? Something is really wrong and we HAVE to talk about this.”
I didn’t know exactly what it was making me feel how i was, but i knew i had a lot of little things that had been stewing up in my mind. Stuff that had been gnawing at me for who knows how long.
I told her about the little bits and pieces that had been worrying me, and although that helped a little bit, it didn’t help much.
Today i am still walking around, not really knowing what i am doing.
I just want to feel normal again…